Wat a relief...

Omg~wat a relief for me...jus pass up the toughest assignment ever!!the HONORABLE FIN303...until now,i still dono wat actually the assignment is about.but forget it...baby an i done our best for it...from busy-ing for preparation of onite,until the actual onite on last wednesday,then continue with fin tutorial which we passed up on tuesday,operation mgt due on wednesday,HRM due on thursday,and the last and toughest FIN303 which due today...i had never sleep properly since then...even dream tat im sentence to death,so scary...so busy for assignments,tutorial,an case study until no time to go "The Idol"...really sad lah!!ppl say last semester should enjoy as much as u can..but i don even hav the chance to watch onite or the idol...WASTED LAH!!!an today im going home again to see cute little wang...

actually in my mind,i always tot onite haven past yet coz i don hav the chance to watch the show.as a voc,i hav to care for the female participants in backstage.not fun...but not "at all" lar~~its good to act as if im a big sister an care for the participants although they said i look younger than them.coz normally others care for me an i never had the chance to be the one who care an encourage ppl.funny to tell them "gambatte","don panic","must rmb to smile ya",when im the 1 who was so nervous..actually i think if the modelling coordinator did not relax like a vase an make herself as if she is an audience with a committee name tag, but help to taking care of her "children", then i should hav the chance to walk away an watch the show at least little bit.coz not many things hav to do in backstage,jus hav to take k of the participants an their things,help them with the costumes...i don even had a chance to peek from behind.tat make me feel bored an is like a "vase" voc...not busy like last onite,run here an there,counting the marks with ms joana...tat only fun an got the feeling of belonging in the committee~wat a disappointment for me...my last semester and last onite...WASTED!!!

Still rmb tat before the onite ticket settled,i cried...bcoz im the 1 who hav to make decision an settle things if anything goes wrong.i cant rely on other ppl.but every1 no tat im not an independent girl.the ticket bring a lot of problems to me.to release the stress,i went jogging with baby an huey ling.but tat make me feel so tiny an more sad~they keep running an running like normal,but i was like so tired an cant breath smooth after a short run.hav to stop an stop an stop an they hav to wait for me.i was thinking tat im really useless...cant run...an cant even settle the ticket problem which is only a small matter.actually i no it is a small problem,but i jus cant solve it.tats y i cried...so disappointed of myself.i really think im not a good leader.coz im so blur an keep forgetting so many things,make the secretary,ticketing,booklet an publicity so suffer.Kevin hav to take k of so many things but he still able to do it so good.an at last they go ask help from huey ling,nv ask me anymore.i feel like sooooo useless tat time.wat the purpose to be "voc"??feel like the typical person for last semester onite..although i've told myself not to be like the typical person.but at last....haiz!!i've told u all lor~i cant do it 1...finally with every committees' help,we finally done onite again...but criticise by sum1 very "big card" in our school bcoz of 2 mistake made during the show...sad~make our effort not even worth a cent!

Oh ya!!i rmb another person!!the stupid bold guy always sitting in the office jus opposite hostel block D..the "S"!he scold us an also indirectly scold Dr.Sia...actually i sent memo to the office but "S" not there.then i pass it to the INEFFICIENT AND INEFFECTIVE office girl in the office,ask her to pass it to "S".at last she din pass to him but keep my memo in a stack of papers.for wat??fun??then we hav to go an c "S" personally..we hav to confirm whether got guest room or not.need to prepare for our performers from outside who need to stay overnite at hostel.NO ROOM SAY NO ROOM LAH!!!he scold us LIKE HELL~i think he jus take us as his temperbin.throw all his anger on us.we jus ask 1 thing but he keep scolding so many thing an even say about Dr.Sia wat wat wat...he said we student always find Dr.Sia an she will agree watever we said..wat student don understand their operation,they got a lot of things to do..bla bla bla~~who wan to understand ur stupid ineffective plus inefficient operation oh!!my parents don even scold me an he dare to scold us like nobody!wat the hell he is...jus a "S"...i no every1 will no him now,YES,THE "S" in AO..HEY, "S"!!u're famous now,happy??scold lah~scold more...

Finally im quite free now an can write blog...i wanted to write right after onite but too busy for all those assignments..i tot maybe i've forgot some points tat i wanted to mention at first...oh!!an the B an G~wat a GOOD operation too...our secretary sent memo an booked for 18 soft board but at last we hav to get the board by ourselves behind MPH.but only got 3..then in the morning before onite,we go an ask for 15 more boards tat we required.wat they said??"NO MORE SOFT BOARD"...say like none of their business~we were rushing an really need those for our backdrop leh!!an we realised so many clubs an societies using the soft board tat time..no wonder no more board.but,the thing is,U ALL DON HAV SO MANY BOARD THEN Y U ACCEPT OUR MEMO AN ALSO OTHER CLUBS' MEMO??!finally we hav to go find ourselves AGAIN~so sorry to LSC coz we took ur board...it was so rush...at last we return those board right after onite finish coz they also rushing to decorate the board...Hey,understand or not??next time count ur boards before accepting all the memo!!an hor~y r u all keeping those new soft board but dowan to borrow to us??fun??

besides,ytd SAO called us bcoz they said sum students throw chairs into swimming pool an they suspect it happened right after onite..an tats going to be our social board problem AGAIN~but huey ling an baby got class,so i go to see the head..at last,she said "no la no la~nothing edi..its AUP club's event...not Onite" then wat for they wan to suspect us an call us before checking the truth??!y they like to blame everything on social board an onite??fun??very sien lor~~

i realised most of  the department like to make fun of us...dono wat actually happen...when we r good,then they will love us,treat us like frens an say like we r the best an heaven...if we did sumting wrong,even a small mistake,they will criticise an scold us like hell...is tat the reality of the society??thanks for teaching us these before we get shock when we really go out to the real world...

Comments

[Keiichi Arakazu]

Wow, JT sure can rant...

[Bryan]

lol.

[yIvEaN]

hey girl, so angry oh you..take it relax..you cant change others but can choose the way you want to live.so be more happy :)